Thursday, June 18, 2009

Could There Have Been Anything More Distracting?

As many of you may know, I had the privilege to take a team of ten people (8 ladies, one other dude, and myself) to Ghana, Africa. Needless to say, we had a blast as we lived, laughed, soaked in the culture, and built relationships with many loving people. I have just now begun to write about my trip as I have spent the past few weeks since my return reflecting, maybe sometimes too deeply, about my trip. (This trip was probably pretty easy to think about but I ended up taking a hermeneutics class upon my return which rocked me a little as well.) I found myself simply wanting to be alone, and I sensed I was hiding out a little, from the outside world. I apologize to my friends upon whom I imposed my aloofness – I was not ready to articulate my thoughts.

Hence, I want to share a story that touched my heart. It was the last day of street evangelism. And although that is a story in and of itself, I want to speed ahead to the evening of the street ministry. We broke up into two teams of five. We left the North Kaneshie Assemblies of God Church in which we were headquartered out of in the City of Accra to go out into the community and share the Gospel with anyone who would listen. And we were surprised that most of everyone wanted to listen.

Previously, we had gone to homes and people would grab chairs for us to sit in and listen to us share and ask questions about their faith. This act of hospitality shocked me. In contrast, most people in the U.S. would have thought we were Jehovah’s Witnesses or Mormons and slammed the door in our faces. If not one of these two, if we had asked to talk to them about Jesus they would have given us replies of, ‘Oh, I’ve got to be somewhere’ or ‘come back some other time’. Yet, these people opened up their homes to us.

We went to this one particular home. Our contact, Pastor Ockloo, asked a lady if we could share the Gospel and evangelize as we were from the United States and on a missionary trip. The lady agreed and the chairs came out and we sat down. We had learned the best way to talk to people was to ask questions, as Ghana is 60 to 70% Christian, but many are nominal Christians.
There were four ladies we were speaking with. Quickly, the familiar questions began to fly: “Do you go to church anywhere? You do; okay, where? Describe your relationship with Christ? When you pray, what is your prayer time like?” And the questions continued to roll.

One lady tried to tell us that her cousin was a big wig in the Assemblies of God Church, which was code for, I’m not really serving God right now, I just don’t want to be confronted by you about my lack of relationship. Another lady had a genuine relationship with Christ and we were able to pray with her. And it was at this time the distractions began.

I had to ask myself, ‘Could there have been anymore distractions?’
While speaking with the group of four ladies, a woman who is sitting directly in front of me with her baby in her lap, pulls out her breast and begins to feed her child. Now don’t get me wrong, I appreciate her providing her child nutrients and much needed care, but this was a major distraction! I immediately began to encourage myself with, ‘Eyes up, Aaron! Eyes up!’

Look, I’m just sayin’!

And then, as I’m speaking to the lady who is to the left of the lady nursing her child, a teenage girl comes out in nothing but a towel. Nothing but a towel! And then I exhorted myself again with, ‘Bounce the eyes away, Aaron! Bounce the eyes away!’

Now, the whole time we are speaking to the four ladies, the lady who was trying to sidestep our enquiries about her relationship with God by telling us she has a cousin who is big in the Assemblies of God, is about to fall out of her shirt.
I’m just bein’ real!

It seemed that the old school Lost in Space classic television show with the Robot came to life in my mind as it turned from side to side with arms flailing and yelling out, “Danger! Danger Will Robinson!” Except it was a little more personal with, “Danger! Danger Aaron Brown!”

Now, I said that this outreach was memorable. The instances just described is not what made the trip memorable, just to let everyone know.
Then we start to talk to the lady nursing her child. We began asking her if she attended church, and she tells us that she attends prayer meetings. That seemed a little odd that she would go to prayer meetings but not church. As we started to delve deeper, another distraction occurred. A cat starts fighting a dog! Hissing and barking!

Then, some friends of the ladies are greeting them but its loud yelling from about 50 yards! So I’m sitting silently waiting for them to stop yelling. And I’m wondering if we’ll be able to help this lady as it seems we are about to get to something important in her life. And while I’m sitting there, waiting for the conversation of yelling to end, one of the ladies looks at me and said, “We’re waiting for you to speak.”

I was thinking to myself, ‘Whose kidding who here lady?’

If that was not enough, some kids in the street started acting out so the Pastor stands up and tells them what time it is! But we made it back to the lady. And it is she that provides one of the highlights of the trip.

We asked her as to why she went to prayer meetings but not church. Finally, she says through the Pastor who was translating for us, “I had an abortion.”
Pastor Ockloo and I had a side bar about the situation, basically clarifying that she was going to prayer meetings to find forgiveness and things such as that.
I asked her, “Do you believe God can or wants to forgive you for having the abortion?”

“No, I don’t.” She replied.

I then asked her, via Pastor Ockloo, if she knew who the Apostle Paul was?

“Yes,” she said.

I asked her, “Did you know that the Apostle Paul murdered many many Christians before Christ appeared to him and he became a Christian?”

“No,” she replied with a look of surprise in her sullen face.

“If God forgave Paul, who killed lots of Christians, and Paul became one of the greatest Apostles, do you believe God can forgive you?”

The look on her face changed. She went from sullen with a light of life and hope in her eyes. And to my query she replied, “Yes.”

We prayed with her and connected her with the church.

She got up and had a newness of life was on her coutenance.

We connected the rest of the ladies with the Church and with the sun setting, we thanked them for their hospitality and giving us their attention, we left for the North Kaneshie Assemblies of God.

We began to talk amongst ourselves about all the distractions that occurred.
From the nursing mother, the girl in the towel, the woman about to fall out, the cat and dog fighting, the people yelling to one another, and the kids acting up, I told the team the only thing that could have been more distracting is if a car would have come crashing over the wall that was next to us.

Could there have been anything more distracting?

I think the real question is, could there have been anything more amazing than someone finding forgiveness?

(c) 2008, Aaron Brown

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Tis' the Season...for Miracles

Matthew 14:18-20
And Peter answered Him and said, “Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water.”
So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!”

Jesus walked on the water (a miracle) to get to the disciples. Miracles have purpose. These instances are not to simply dazzle us, such as fireworks or the Macy’s Day Parade, but to accomplish a purpose. A miracle without purpose is simply an exhibition.
The miracle of walking on the water was not simply to display the magnitude and wonders of Christ’s faith, but to demonstrate the depths and lengths as to which Jesus was willing to go in order to reach and comfort his disciples.

Mark 16:6-8
But he said to them, “Do not be alarmed. You seek Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He is risen! He is not here. See the place where they laid Him.
But go, tell His disciples—and Peter—that He is going before you into Galilee; there you will see Him, as He said to you.”
So they went out quickly and fled from the tomb, for they trembled and were amazed. And they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

I heard a sermon not once, but twice actually, that emphasized the occurrence of Peter being singled out in this passage. The speaker stated that there are some scholars who believe that there is an importance in the act of “mentioning” in biblical texts. And in this particular passage, Peter was specifically “mentioned.” Now, some people will say that Peter was mentioned simply because Christ had designated him the Rock, Cephas in the Greek, and that Christ would found His Church upon Peter. That is true, but if you explore the previous passages, you will find that Peter had denied Christ.

Christ had poured all this time, effort, passion, compassion, and designation of appointing Peter one of the twelve disciples. Peter spent three and a half years with Christ and saw numerous miracles first hand, such as Jairus’ daughter being raised from the dead and the Transfiguration. Peter was the one who answered Christ when Christ asked, “Who am I? Really? Who do you think I am?”

Peter answered, “You are the Anointed One. The Son of the Living God. Meshiach. Messiah. That’s who you are.”

It was Jesus who said, “Peter, you have received direct revelation from God Himself. You didn’t learn this in a book. You didn’t learn this burning the midnight oil pouring over ancient texts (not that it hurts any to do so). You didn’t seek counsel from the Pharisees or the Sadducees. You got this straight from God.”

It was Peter who told Christ, “I will never leave you. I’ll be here till the death.”

Yet Peter turned his back in embarrassment and shame to Christ.

And how does Jesus respond after the resurrection?

Does Jesus say, “Go tell the disciples to start the Church. As for that Peter cat, I’m through with him. I’ve had my fill. He denied me. Turned his back. Enough is enough with that redneck rabble rouser. I’ll make John the Rock. At least he loves me.”

No. The angel hangin’ out in the tomb tells the women who came to honor Christ’s body to go tell the disciples, AND Peter, that Jesus is going to meet up with them.

And Peter.

Jesus restores Peter.

It’s a miracle.

Just like Christ defied the laws of physics and crossed treacherous waters to meet with His disciples, and ultimately inviting Peter to join Him on the waves; so Christ crosses the treacherous waves of our lives and reaches out to us, and invites us out of our boats that we cling so desperately to, to join Him in the chaos and confusion that is seemingly licking and chomping to consume us.

And Peter steps out.

He does fine for awhile.

But he becomes focused on the circumstances and begins to sink.

As he sinks, he cries out.

Jesus lifts him up. He restores him to the boat.

Just like Peter…

…Jesus calls us to meet Him in the middle of our trials and circumstances.

Sometimes we do fine for awhile - sometimes we make it to Christ.

Sometimes we sink.

But there is Christ.

Pulling us up. Restoring us to the boat.

And the angel says, “Go tell the disciples, AND Peter.” And as the sermon went, the speaker said, “Maybe in that instant, God loved Peter…just a little more.”

Just a little more? you might ask with a raised eyebrow of skepticism.

Maybe it seems and we feel that when we are hurting the most, God puts an extra blessing, an extra grace upon our heads that cause us to “feel” as if God is so focused on us in our trials and circumstances, that He loves us just a little more. As if we’re just a little more special than anyone else at that instant in time.

And I think that is a miracle.

God did another miracle because He loved each and every one of us so much.

God made a way for Christ to reach across the expanse and trappings and confinements of the space/time continuum. “Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and bear a Son, and they shall call His name Immanuel,” which is translated, “God with us.”

Imagine that.

God is with us.

Ordinary people just like you and I…

…and God chooses to be right smack dab in our midst.

For the first time ever since the garden, God is miraculously walking, talking, sharing, teaching, loving, giving, healing, raising up, creating, and divesting every single day with ordinary people like you and me.

Christ humbles Himself and divests Himself of His Deity when He took on the fashion of a man (Phil 2:7-9). A man born of a virgin birth, and He’s not on the ground more than a few moments, and God is speaking to His surrogate father in a dream to get out quick, fast, and in a hurry to Egypt so that Herod wouldn’t kill Christ. (Now, for each and every one of us, we might have strongly considered to stay in Heaven and not have to deal with all this giving up Deity and eternal comforts instead of coming to earth to save a rebellious humanity).

Christ lives in Egypt and eventually He is able to return to the heritage of God. Christ lives a sinless life. Performs so many miracles that the miracles are not all recorded because the author of John says there is not enough room to contain them all (John 21:25).

And He sacrifices Himself.

On a cross.

Cursed is every man that hangs on a tree.

He’s buried for three days.

Resurrects.

Its one thing to die, it’s a whole different thing to resurrect!

It’s a miracle!

A miracle that is for each and every one of us.

A miracle in which Christ crosses the sloshing sea and tempestuous waves of death and separation from this plane of existence, to restore eternal life to humanity.

And do we deny Him?

We all do from time to time.

But He takes us back.

It’s a miracle!


(c) Aaron Brown, 2008

Friday, November 7, 2008

Rebuttal to Not by a Cause

Wow! That is all I can safely say to the response to my latest blog posting. I have never received so many responses, assertions, and questions to any of my blogs. I hope to craft my responses to your concerns and questions as carefully as possible. One thing I will say is that I never pretend or assume that I have all the answers. That would be pious and ludicrous on my part.

As I stated when I started my blog through the Facebook group, “I’m on a journey, come with me.” And I do appreciate everyone who reads my blog and comments. The blog is about growing through the ebbs and flows of life, not necessarily asserting my own opinion (but I rest assured that my opinion will always be present, you can never fully separate objectivity from partiality – at least that’s my opinion). Therefore, I hope to share some more of my thoughts regarding the “Not by a Cause” blog, my rational for writing it, and respond to the concerns of my audience.

I wrote “Not by a Cause” because I wanted to be able to remember such a historical night. I meant what I wrote when I looked into the sea of people and saw Martin Luther King, Jr.’s “I Have a Dream” coming to life before my very eyes, with black people and white people and Indian people and Asian people joined together in unison. Though I do not agree with President Obama’s politics, I will not apologize for seeing such a beautiful occurrence in America and remembering it in my own words. To quote Sam Cooke, “Its been a long time coming,” and I am quietly ecstatic that “a change has come.”

One of the comments to my post stated that I need to be more careful parsing the scriptures together that I used. I understand the concern for using scriptures out of context, and I am especially confident given the historical background of the texts used (and as I explicated towards the end of my post) that when Paul and Peter wrote those scriptures, they were speaking of a repressive Roman occupation to their country that was calling for every citizen to acknowledge Caesar as God. When you read such phrases in Phillipians as, “Jesus is Lord” and “Jesus, King of Kings and Lord of Lords”, Paul took those phrases from the modern day vernacular of Rome and Phillipi. Let me explain: The original phrases were “Caesar is Lord” and “Caesar, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.” Paul did not instruct the citizens of Phillipi to revolt. He did not instruct them to raise up an army or militia to take on Rome. Paul basically tells the Body of Christ in Phillipi, “Hang in there, baby. I know it’s gonna get rough.”

Caesar at this time is Nero. Nero is burning Christians at the stake. He eventually beheads the Apostle Peter. And with Peter’s death very immanent, Peter does not tell Christians to revolt. He tells them to honor the king. Peter literally says, “Honor Nero.” And that is tough for us to reconcile in our Western mindset. We don’t like to be told what to do, and we are not accustomed to being oppressed.

Governments, in general, set up laws that usually (except for extremely oppressive countries that we find in continents like Africa and Asia) benefit and protect their people to some greater degree. For example, China oppresses Christians, but China still has laws that protect its citizens. It is still illegal to murder without a cause. No, China is not the most moral nation, but the government has been instituted to protect its citizens.

In conclusion to this response, I was warned to not take the passage so literal.

I take the passage literal. I would encourage the concerned commenter to study the historical setting of those passages. I think it will bring richer meaning. When it says, “For the Lord’s sake” I take it as saying, “because God has asked you to honor the government, then you should honor the government for the Lord’s sake.” I do not take it to mean that when a government is operating on “Behalf of the Lord’s sake,” that is when you should honor them. I don’t see that in that passage and I don’t believe it will be found to be historically relevant to the author’s intent. Call me on it if I’m wrong.

However, I will say, God has always made a way of escape. Jesus instructs his disciples to “flee” (Matthew 10:22-24). If you feel in your heart that the government has become so oppressive of your Christian faith to the point that you need to flee, I commend you to flee. Godspeed. Get outta’ here. The best example would be that of the Pilgrims who were partially fleeing for religious reasons. Currently, I don’t see persecution as a problem with President Obama’s presidency.

I believe that you are right though when you say that Christian’s are reserved a right of resistance. I think the first right of resistance is prayer, though. We don’t struggle against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces. Fortunately, for us, in the US our government affords us the right to freely express our disagreements through peaceful, constructive objection. This is our second right of resistance. However, the first right of resistance, in my opinion, is prayer. We forget that it is prayer that changes things.

To the second post: I disagree that Obama does not have vision or character. I think that he is a good person trying to do good things. He spent his post under-grad years organizing communities to vote and helping destitute communities in the south side of Chicago. In my opinion, that takes character.

The issue with vision is that you and he do not share the same vision. Obama has vision, its just that his vision is different from yours. And that’s okay. I don’t share in some of Obama’s vision myself, but it doesn’t mean I shouldn’t support him or stand by him. Biblically, I believe we have a mandate to do so.

I don’t necessarily have a response to the rest of your post. Although, I will say, let’s pray for him. God changes hearts, not rhetoric or people. It is the Holy Spirit who brings peace, not dissension. Let us all come together in prayer and let God do the rest. It is not by might nor power, but by my Spirit says the Lord (Zechariah 4:6).

I understand your concern for the Constitution and it being slowly dismantled. That’s why I wish we had strict constructionists in the Supreme Court. However, I find the assertion that all Godly men constructed the constitution a tad incredulous. Thomas Jefferson was a Deist who edited his own Bible to take out all the healing references. So, I made that statement to say, we have had a lot of people influence our government. Some good, some bad, but that is life. I choose to look through a brighter lens regarding the future of the U.S.

As far as Ayers and Khalidi and Obama’s association with such individuals, all I can say is that most allegations are unsubstantiated at this time and still at the hear say level. If you want to connect Obama with Khalidi (who do not share the same views regarding Middle Eastern affairs) then I think you also need to take into account the fact the Bush administration undeniably did allow members of the Bin Laden family to leave the U.S. during 9/11 while every other airplane was grounded. That has the makings of a conspiracy theory in and of itself. My goal is not to get into conspiracy theory, but I do believe that we need to call a spade a spade when it comes to matters such as these.

I received the following quote, “Aaron, can you look me in the eye honestly and say Obama is a God-Fearing man who should lead this great country?” I don’t know where Obama is at in his faith. I know where I am at and I am the only one who can answer for myself. I find it curious that no one question’s John McCain’s faith. Perhaps it is because he is a Republican, and the consensus among church goers is that Republican equals God’s Righteousness. McCain is pro-life. But simply because you agree that murdering unborn children is wrong, does not make you a Christian.

Should Obama lead this great country? Let me answer that question with a question: should Thomas Jefferson, a Deist, have led this country? Should Abraham Lincoln, whose wife sought mediums to speak to their dead son, have been allowed to lead this country, if indeed Lincoln is guilty by his association with his wife (Obama and Khalidi)? I say pray for Barack Obama. It is prayer that changes things.

The last posting is super tough and I can only address it honestly through this means: I don’t know. I laughed when I wrote, “I don’t know.” I’m one of those people that will disagree sometimes and not be able to explain why I disagree. It’s just a conviction that I have at the time.

I do know the Apostle’s wrote and said to respect the authorities. I do know Christians were being martyred. I do know that Christians today have a hard time reckoning their spiritual lives with their political view points (I’m not saying they should be separated, I’m simply implying they should be reconsidered). I do believe there are times when God will allow people to break way from their governments due to severe oppression, but I cannot in good conscience state what the criteria for such an uprising should comprise. I seriously consider everything I say and realize the severity of what I write and the implications that could arise due to my assertions.

I knew that when I wrote “Not by a Cause” that there would be objections. In my own mind, I had trouble reconciling those scriptures with the Colonies breaking away from King George III. Honestly, I don’t know if it was right or wrong. Looking back from a historical vantage point, I’m not sure the Colonies broke away for strictly religious reasons or for tax and governance issues, and if a seeming difference should be considered anyway. There might be a difference. There might not be a difference.

To my last poster, no, I don’t think you missed anything. I’m troubled sometimes, too. I can’t explain everything. I would not call the instances you listed as possible sin a sin in my own book, either. You have made great points and it is something that I am still wrestling with myself. I would actually recommend some of Thomas Aquinas’ writings. He addresses the issue of just war and obviously did a much better job with it than I could ever do.

In closing, my intent is really for everyone to heed the scriptures I listed in “Not by a Cause” to the fullest possible. My concern is a spiritual concern, it is a concern to do what is mandated to us by the scriptures. I am afraid that sometimes we pick and choose which scriptures we are going to follow and then explain away the ones we don’t like. I think Christians do a great job of this especially when people are elected into office we don’t agree with completely. I am becoming a broken record and an annoying echo: let’s pray for Obama. If you could pray for Bush, you can pray for Obama.

I think it is interesting that I received more comments and questions regarding this post than any other. In no way am I defensive or licking any wounds. (I will state that despite what comments or concerns I receive from here-on-out, I don’t plan to address them publicly in my blog. I will probably address them via Facebook or through another means. I might change my mind if it is something that maybe I feel that I’ve been inaccurate or led someone astray due to my personal theology. I want to be considerate of my readers.) I wish I got as many responses and concerns over my other postings. If you haven’t got a chance to read my other writings, I encourage you to do so. I would love to receive more feedback on those. But maybe they are not as controversial or as fun as “Not by a Cause” 


(C) Aaron Brown, 2008.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Not by a Cause

I couldn’t help but smile as he spoke. He exhumed confidence, assurance, candor, hope, belief, conviction, and unity. He spoke to a crowd of approximately 125,000. He was a beacon of light illuminating the night.

Though I whole heartedly disagree with his politics, I noticed something unique about his crowd. The crowd was an amalgam. Black standing next to white; Hispanic shoulder to shoulder with black. It was truly a moment that I thought was reserved for the hallows of Eternity when all the Church would be gathered for its eternal reward.

I pray that history will not simply remember that Barack was the first black president. Though the accomplishment of a minority attaining the greatest and most powerful office in the world is unprecedented, in my eyes it was greatly diminished by the crowd that gathered in Chicago, IL to hear the president elect give his acceptance speech.

I pray that history will remember in that particular crowd that there was young and old, black and white, Spanish and Indian, all the colors of the rainbow representing, for the first time since 9/11, a united America. For the first time in a long time, the United States was personified in the masses of unified ethnicities who had banded together, lifted up their voices, set their hands to the plow, and made a unanimous decision to be led by one individual.

How beautiful and breathless and mesmerizing was it to see all those different shades of humanity stand side by side, united not by a cause, but by a dream.

The Apostle Paul told us to pray for those who are in authority over us. I Corinthians 13:1-2 Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. Consequently, he who rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves.

Barack Obama has stepped into the office of President of the United States of America and is now ordained by God to lead this sovereign nation.

I Timothy 2:1-3 states, I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior.

If you want to please God, you will pray for President Obama and that God’s hand will be on his presidency. It is sin and devilish for you to do otherwise.

Peter writes in I Peter2:12-14, Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right.

When the Apostle Peter wrote this, he was not telling Christians to pray for the Emperor of Rome that everyone had come to love and did the will of God and was kind and generous to every citizen, captive, and slave of Rome.

Peter was telling Christians to pray for Nero, the Emperor who martyred Christians by using them as human torches at his parties. We are nowhere close to Martyrdom here in America.

Be RIGHTEOUS! OBEY God! HEED the words of the Apostle’s Paul and Peter! SINCERELY PRAY for President Obama. Just like myself, I’m sure he can use every one of your prayers.

(c) Aaron Brown, 2008.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Temptation

James 1:12-18
12 Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him. 13 Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am tempted by God”; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. 14 But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. 15 Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.
16 Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren. 17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning. 18 Of His own will He brought us forth by the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of His creatures.
Verse 13 conveys that people think that God is tempting them. Why would anyone believe this? My personal belief is that religion teaches us that God punishes us for our mistakes and failures by tempting us or allowing us to be tempted. Or perhaps if we were just more spiritual, then we would be somewhat “holier” and less tempted. Maybe if I read the Bible more, I would be spiritual enough to escape temptations. Or perhaps if I prayed more, then temptations wouldn’t come. If perhaps we just did more “works” in the Church, then temptation would not come our way.
Now, I agree that being in the Word and praying more will alleviate the burdens of temptation. Our focus and attention will actually shift from earthly things to heavenly things, but for the individual to believe that temptations only come to depraved individuals is a fallacy. One of my favorite quotes by Kenneth Hagin is, “You can’t stop a bird from flying over your head, but you can stop it from landing and building a nest.”
I can’t stop all the temptations that come my way from coming. However, I do have authority over whether or not I entertain those thoughts and allow them to build strongholds in my mind.
14 But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. The imagery that is used in the Greek language is that of a fish and bait on a hook. Our struggles with temptations are very similar to this analogy. If you’ve ever gone fishing, you can bait a hook with a worm. The fish will swim up and circle the bait and you can see this from the ripples and flux of the water around the cork. Then you see the cork bob up and down in the water and this is indicative that the fish is “nibbling” on the bait. Then, after the fish has nibbled a little…
CHOMP!
The fish clamps his mouth over the bait and gets itself caught on the hook.
What happens when the fish gets hooked? Simply put, the fish is subject to follow the hook wherever it goes. If the hook exits the water, the fish will exit the water and leave its natural habitat because it is no longer able to escape the hook.
This analogy is just like our lives. We see something that tempts us and we know we should not have anything to do with it, but the bait looks so good. So we stupidly tell ourselves that we want to partake wholeheartedly of the bait, we’ll just go near it. We’ll circle it over and over, piquing our curiosity and lust by looking at it from every angle. Then, after we’ve done this long enough the lines blur, and we figure we might as well “nibble” on it since we’ve gone deep enough to view it from every angle. After we’ve nibbled on it a little bit, we think to ourselves that we’ve been nibbling on it long enough and since we’ve come this far, we might as well wholeheartedly partake of the bait. And…
CHOMP!
We’re hooked. We have to go wherever the hook leads us. We “flirted” with the bait so much we didn’t see the lines blur, and we go from circling the bait to wholeheartedly partaking because we allowed the lines to blur and self-deception to creep in. We are super remorseful. We ask ourselves how this all happened, and the truth is…
…each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own lusts.
The reality is that a temptation is not a temptation unless you desire it. You can’t be tempted with something you don’t desire.
Let me explain: I have not drunk soda pop in over two years. I do crave it from time to time, but I don’t really desire it. You can put me in a room full of pop and no water and I’ll simply think to myself, “Well, looks like there’s nothing here for me to drink. I’ll just have to go without.” You can’t tempt me with it like you might have could in the past because I have brought the desire of soda pop into subjection by the choice I made not to partake of it.
However, if you waive a cheesecake in front of my face, that is a whole different ball game! About a year ago, I had a roommate named Joel. Joel brought home a cheesecake from work. Well, I am wholeheartedly partaking of the cheesecake. In the course of time, I look at the box and see that there are 500 calories per slice! (Yes, I had the same reaction when I read the caloric content).
I needed to put the cheesecake down, but my desire for the cheesecake was so strong that I chose not to put it down. Then I told myself that I would put the rest of the cheesecake away into the fridge and “nibble” on it through the next few weeks or so. And there the cheesecake sat, in the fridge.
But the cheesecake was like the Poe’s, “The Tell-Tale Heart.” It seemed to call to me from the refrigerator. At one point it seemed that I began to pace back and forth across the fridge, knowing that the cheesecake was in the fridge.
“I know you’re in there,” I called to it.
“Come to me, Aaron!” The cheesecake called back.
It was talking to me.
And I wanted to talk to it.
Therefore, I made the choice to just go ahead and eat the cheesecake so I wouldn’t have to go through the awful ordeal of being tempted day in and day out of this cheesecake.
15 Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.
Back to the fish analogy: desire is conceived by circling the bait and giving it your attention. Nibbling gives birth to sin. Sin, when it becomes full grown in your life, leads to chomping on the bait.
I think that so often when we read this passage of scripture and see death, we immediately think of physical death. This is true, but Satan may not want to simply kill you physically. He may target your spiritual life. Or perhaps he will aim at your social life. Maybe he’ll shoot arrows at your professional life. Whatever area of your life it may be, Satan wants to bring forth death.
For instance, if you’ve ever lied to your parents, and you did it habitually, that brought forth a type of death. By you lying, you “murdered” your parents’ ability to trust you. There was a death in your relationship with your parents.
So, what is the point?
The point is, you have to make a choice. Do you choose to enter into your temptation, or do you choose to disavow the desire inside and please God instead of gratifying those desires.
Now, I warn those who give into temptation to be careful. Once you give in, Satan will whisper in your ear, “You gave in. You’re unworthy of God’s love. Don’t go to Church on Sunday, because you are a sinner. If you do go to Church, don’t raise your hands and sing songs of praise, you hypocrite.”
Don’t let the deception continue. Pick yourself up off the floor and purpose to make better choices, repent from your ways, and go on for God. Don’t continue giving in to temptation. Go to Church. Raise your hands. Sing those songs of praise. Don’t be deceived. God still loves you.
It all starts with the choices we make. We make choices every day.
12 Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Solarus

The riverhead formed the Source. It was so named due to it providing life for Solarus’ farm; surrounding village; but most importantly, his family. The Source had experienced drought before, but no drought had brought such a surreal experience. When the draught occurred many days ago, Solarus was never distraught over the lack of provision. He didn’t look at the trickling stream that lined the bottom of a once vibrant tributary that sustained his life and worry at night.

Solarus never lost sleep.

No tossing and turning.

No bloodshot eyes in the morning.

Solarus took no care, especially when the trickle along the bottom of the riverbed ceased in front of his own two eyes. That’s right. Solarus actually saw the water stop flowing in the river.

It was and then it was not.

He simply stood over the river, watching calmly, knowing that the river would return, someday – soon – he rest assured. There must be a reason that such an occurrence issued. But a gentle smile spread across the face of Solarus as he looked at the empty river.

Then he walked away.

Everyone looked to Solarus for strength and support. No one really troubled him regarding the fate that had befallen the Source. His calmness seemed to spread a canopy over his family and the citizens around him. If Solarus was calm, then everyone around him figured there was no need to worry.

When people had troubles, they came to Solarus. He would sit and listen to their predicament. If they cried, his eyes remained dry. If they became enraged, he kept calm. At the end, he would exhort them and say, “It’s okay. Everything is going to work out. Do you believe me?”

Every time he asked that question people would reply, “Yes.”

“Have I ever lied to you?”

“No,” they replied. A smile would spread across their face and they would say, “I’m going to go now. Thank you so much.”

Solarus had aspirations. He just wasn’t sure what to do with those aspirations. He was comfortable in his community and received great joy from his interactions with the people. He daydreamed sometimes of what life could be if he were a king or a prince or a nobleman – perhaps a politician or poet or theologian.

Maybe a thespian – a thespian who had all the leading roles. One who performed in the center of the stage with the spotlight nestled solely on him. He would have all the thought provoking lines. All the funny lines as well. The other actors would appear in the background or stage left or stage right, with few lines. What lines they did have would only point to the greatness of the center staged, spotlighted Solarus.

Merchants were appealing as well. Merchants made big deals, bartering relentlessly with spice traders and sellers of scarlet and purple. He could finally afford all the wonderful things his wife secretly wanted but never asked for.

But those daydreams were not Solarus. Deep down, Solarus was quiet and contemplative and ever desiring to be humble and retain his quiet nature.

After many days had passed, Solarus walked to the lifeless river and gazed at the dried mud, which now flaked and left crack marks all throughout the floor of the riverbed. He stared at it intently, brooding over his thoughts, and the needs around him. And it was in his brooding that he arrived at his conclusion.

He would go to the source of the Source.

Solarus had many questions in life, and since his livelihood was fed by the nurturing stream provided by the Source, he decided to follow the river to its beginning and find the explanation as to why it had dried up. He called his wife and children to him and made his announcement. Since Solarus rarely asked anything of himself but always freely gave of himself, there was no objection to his decided endeavor.

Solarus’ eldest son asked to accompany him, but he was denied. Solarus told him that, “sometimes you have to journey alone in order to find the answers you are looking for. Sometimes answers refuse to uncloak themselves till one is absolutely quiet and intent on finding the answers. Other times, answers appear without your beck and call, but only at the oddest moments.” Solarus’ son dropped his head, but didn’t protest his father’s command. “Besides, it’s your responsibility to look after your mother.”

Solarus left the next morning, and walked for days. The sun beat gently down upon him during the day. His skin felt only gentle perspiration. Sometimes Solarus would begin laughing as a tiny sweat bead began to roll down his back. En route to his lower back, a cool breeze would blow and turn the warm sweat bead into a cool sweat bead. It would tickle even more as the chilled bead traversed his back.

At night, the moon bathed the ground in its shine. The earth was bathed in the moonshine, turning everything in sight to gray as Solarus made the rocks his pillows. He would stare up at the moon as the frogs and crickets serenaded his busy mind into a lull. His eyes would close and he would think of his wife, his children, his farm, his community, and just before he faded into dream he would realize…

… how blessed his life truly was.

Solarus enjoyed his meandering up the river. He had good health and a happy home. He felt grateful for the sun on his face and the breeze that gently buffeted his body. Despite the draught, the trees remained green and the bees busied themselves from flower to flower, collecting the precious pollen. With the ooey gooey feelings and the natural beauty that inundated his senses…

…what more to life was there?

And it was when Solarus’ mind pondered that question that he saw the beginning of the Source. When he arrived, it was just as he expected. He crawled into the riverhead of the Source.

Solarus sat in the dry, empty, crusted riverhead. It was the exact spot where three rivers met, converged, and became one river. One river journeyed from the east, the second sloped down from the north, and finally the last river trekked from the west. Solarus had not expected that the three rivers feeding the Source would be dry as well.

Solarus gazed up the river to the east, allowing his eyes to probe the length and depth and height of the dry, waterless, riverbed. He did likewise in succession to the other three rivers. They too shared the desiccated state of the first river. Mud would have been welcome, but parched earth and cracks in the floor were the only manifestations provided for his eyes.

To see what Solarus’ eyes saw would have left most deflated and hopeless in the sight of utter dearth. Life would have appeared to be over. Solely the entropy of misfortune would be the only provision afforded by the three rivers.

But in Solarus’ inspection he realized that each river exuded itself from a respective mountain. The mountains themselves were covered in snow. Probably ice, too, Solarus thought to himself. It would only be a matter of time till the gentle sun that had previously beamed its soft rays atop Solarus would turn into blistering rays that would melt the snow and ice, thus providing life and health to the three rivers that fed the Source.

Eventually the Source itself would regain its vitality. The trickles would turn into gushes of water which would build into steady flows of river. Soon the banks would be teaming with the issues of life for all who relied on the Source.

And it was in this thought that…

…Solarus’ easy smile returned to his face.

“Everything will be okay.” Solarus mused aloud. “All things are as they should be.”

Solarus considered pulling himself up from his seated position in the dry riverhead.

“Time to go home,” Solarus said aloud as he stood up, yet remained standing in the Source’s riverhead. Once out, he could walk down the river in the opposite direction he had come.

“Everything that can be done has already been done.”

And Solarus stood there, staring at the mountains. If he saw the trickle in the river cease before his eyes, he would wait till he could see the trickle rematerialize in front of his eyes.

It was and will be again.

Solarus stood…

…waiting.

“Everything that can be done has already been done.”

(c) 2008, Aaron Brown

Manipulation

Manipulation.

When all is done, there is nothing to be done, except wait. Anything else would be manipulation.

For instance, it’s like a cup of coffee sitting in front of me. The beans have been brewed, the coffee itself poured from the confines of the coffee pot, the sugar and cream added. Gently it has been stirred.

Is it complete?

No.

Not precisely.

Let us agree that it needs to cool a little. It’s too hot. To drink it would burn your tongue.

But the best thing to do is to let it cool for a few minutes.

You could manipulate it. You could blow on it, but if you blow too hard the coffee might spill out of the cup, onto the table, and you would lose the tiny, precious drops.

You could put it in the freezer for a few minutes to cool it down. You might leave it in too long and it will ice up or freeze.

You could add some ice cubes, yet that would dilute the taste.

Add some more sugar (which is terribly non-sensical, but that’s never stopped me from doing something), but that might make it too sweet for the proper taste.

More cream and its consistency is too creamy.

So what do you?

Maybe you gently blow on it and you clasp it gently in your hands, holding it close to your mouth. The blowing on the coffee doesn’t affect it so much as your hands, which shimmy and shake ever so little. Without realizing it, you tip the cup ever so slightly forward, and then when you blow on the coffee, a tiny drop jumps over the rim of the cup and escapes onto your clothes beneath.

The best recourse?

Leave the cup of coffee on the table. Get up from your chair and take care of that paperwork. Make that important phone call that will only take five to ten minutes. Get the kids out the door onto the school bus. Put those items away that you’ve been putting off.

In other words, shift your focus for the time being.

It’s only five or ten minutes.

But five or ten minutes will leave your cup of coffee intact. It won’t be diluted. It won’t have ice chips in it. It won’t be too sugary. Not too creamy. All the droplets will be there.

Because a good cup of coffee is like waiting for Schlotzsky’s to open.

It just takes time.

And the least amount of manipulation of the cup of coffee will depend on how good it tastes.

I Samuel 13:5-15

Then the Philistines gathered together to fight with Israel, thirty thousand chariots and six thousand horsemen, and people as the sand which is on the seashore in multitude. And they came up and encamped in Michmash, to the east of Beth Aven. 6 When the men of Israel saw that they were in danger (for the people were distressed), then the people hid in caves, in thickets, in rocks, in holes, and in pits. 7 And some of the Hebrews crossed over the Jordan to the land of Gad and Gilead.
As for Saul, he was still in Gilgal, and all the people followed him trembling. 8 Then he waited seven days, according to the time set by Samuel. But Samuel did not come to Gilgal; and the people were scattered from him. 9 So Saul said, “Bring a burnt offering and peace offerings here to me.” And he offered the burnt offering. 10 Now it happened, as soon as he had finished presenting the burnt offering, that Samuel came; and Saul went out to meet him, that he might greet him.
11 And Samuel said, “What have you done?”
Saul said, “When I saw that the people were scattered from me, and that you did not come within the days appointed, and that the Philistines gathered together at Michmash, 12 then I said, ‘The Philistines will now come down on me at Gilgal, and I have not made supplication to the LORD.’ Therefore I felt compelled, and offered a burnt offering.”
13 And Samuel said to Saul, “You have done foolishly. You have not kept the commandment of the LORD your God, which He commanded you. For now the LORD would have established your kingdom over Israel forever. 14 But now your kingdom shall not continue. The LORD has sought for Himself a man after His own heart, and the LORD has commanded him to be commander over His people, because you have not kept what the LORD commanded you.”
15 Then Samuel arose and went up from Gilgal to Gibeah of Benjamin. And Saul numbered the people present with him, about six hundred men.

Sometimes, our problems seem to be gathered against us, ready for battle, just like the Philistines gathered against Israel. And just like Israel, we begin to become overwhelmed by our situation.

Presently, God could be saying, “Not now,” to you.

Just like Samuel told Saul, “Don’t sacrifice now, I’ll be there in seven days.”

But you’re growing antsy.

Restless.

Desperate.

Don’t sacrifice before its time to sacrifice. I know, I know. The chariots are all around you. The walls of the world are claustrophobically closing in on you with the cares and desires of this world. You want to scream because the walls are inching ever so close. You have to do something. You must do something. You must – sacrifice?

Especially don’t sacrifice if it seems like all the time has run out. Your Samuel could be just over the horizon.

Over the horizon comes Samuel. But Samuel did not bring words of affirmation with him, he brought questions of irritation. “What have you done?”

But Saul had to do it himself. He had to try to manipulate the situation. Anything not done according to God’s prescription is a manipulation. Saul replied, “I felt compelled.” I have no doubt that Saul “felt” compelled, but the truth is we ALWAYS feel compelled. We always want to touch and prod and poke at our circumstances, vainly attempting to make the situation more amicable to our own desires.

Samuel’s response? “You have done foolishly. You have not kept the commandment of the LORD your God, which he commanded you.” The penalty for manipulating? An end to Saul’s family’s reign over Israel.

That last line will leave you silent.

I don’t know if the prescription for our present day manipulating is an end to our gift from God. However, it does seem to push the arrival date off. Or, you might be able to manipulate the situation and get what you want sooner, but with consequences.

You see, the right thing, at the wrong time, is the wrong thing.

You see, what you need is for everything to line up and be in order so that the equation reads: the right thing, at the right time, is the right thing.

Saul had the right thing, did it at the wrong time, and ended up with the wrong thing.

Saul had his cup of coffee. He had to blow on it and spill the drops (of his family’s eternal reign). Saul had to add more cream and sugar so he could go to battle. Saul had to drink from the cup of coffee and burn his tongue. He thought he would enjoy the taste of the coffee, but instead it burned his taste buds and he had trouble following God ever since.

Saul manipulated his cup of coffee and thereby had trouble following God from then on out because he couldn’t “taste” God correctly anymore.

(c) 2008, Aaron Brown